I wouldn't want to bother any of the others, so my studio may be the best option.
[There's no need to explain why - it may be the space with his home recording studio, but it's still his old two bedroom apartment, as Ryuu is undoubtedly well aware. His private, personal space.]
Or... That's part of the reason.
I know I said it earlier, but I really want to spend time alone with you, Tsunashi-san. Just the two of us.
[ ryuu is used to being wanted. he's made a monarchy of it, an ill-fitted throne and a heavy mantle to a man who lets most desires harmlessly pass him by. it's more like a second skin than it is a suit of armor. but this is different and he senses it instantly, energy leveling, chest lightening. ]
Okay. I understand. I'm glad to give my time to you. Are you feeling okay about everything lately?
[It's amazing, really, how the warmth flushing Sougo's face is almost calming. Ryuu's kindhearted question isn't out of reluctance - he can just tell, somehow, and it's so remarkably easy to let the tension slip from his body instead of fretting for hours if he's come off as rude or crossed a line. It's... comfortable. Soothing. And he hopes that Ryuu can feel it too.]
As reliable as ever, Sougo-kun. There's no reason, really! I just thought I would ask, since we're speaking so openly nowadays.
[ though ryuu is far from someone with ulterior motives, he has gotten used to people seeking refuge with him in trying times. like a mooring, or harbor. but it's clear that he's taken sougo's answer to heart, believing him unconditionally. ]
I know we came here used to some of the things that can happen, but it's still different this time too, isn't it?
Really, it's all thanks to everyone around me being so kind and supportive. Are you doing well, Tsunashi-san?
But you're right... We had an advantage coming in, but now that we've been here for a few months, the differences are becoming more apparent. I think I prefer it here, especially since the bond forged through Synchrony is so pleasant.
[ don't say his ears were cute don't say his ears were cute don't say his ears were cute ]
Ah, yeah. Sorry that I brought it up! I understand... Come to think of it, I haven't seen you with any changes here, have I? Your amethyst seems to suit you better, even so.
Ah, no... That isn't what I meant. Bringing it up isn't a bad thing! It was just... I don't regret the time we spent there, but it was embarrassing to experience the moon cycles, to say the least.
Does it? Thank you for thinking so. Your sapphire also suits you perfectly, and I'm sure your traits are magnificent.
[It's this effortlessly earnest side of Ryuu that really shines in their current situation, never wavering. Sougo may not be about to put that into words, but what he can do is send along an image of his aforementioned wings.
It's only a mirror selfie, back turned to obscure most of his body and face. But in addition to the beautiful white wings that match his hair perfectly, the visible skin of his arm and shoulder have a bit of a pearlescent sheen to them.]
They're incredibly beautiful, but it took me a while to learn to control them properly.
I understand. I don't mean to either, but sometimes strange body parts can be really inconvenient... But yours look wonderful. You even learned to fly with them? Was it difficult?
[ thank you for taking the news that he can be in every hole at once with grace ]
I'm relieved to hear you think so! It's happened once or twice, but every time is difficult to explain...
Maybe next time, we should take a trip somewhere we can swim. Being on land isn't that bad, but the water sure feels nicer when it comes to moving around.
Are you sure you don't need me to help? I wouldn't mind at all.
My schedule is quite flexible, so whenever works best for you should be just fine. But at the same time, I'm looking forward to it so much that I'd admittedly rather it be sooner than later.
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[There's no need to explain why - it may be the space with his home recording studio, but it's still his old two bedroom apartment, as Ryuu is undoubtedly well aware. His private, personal space.]
Or... That's part of the reason.
I know I said it earlier, but I really want to spend time alone with you, Tsunashi-san. Just the two of us.
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Okay. I understand. I'm glad to give my time to you.
Are you feeling okay about everything lately?
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I'm looking forward to it.
But yes, I'm fine. Why do you ask?
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There's no reason, really! I just thought I would ask, since we're speaking so openly nowadays.
[ though ryuu is far from someone with ulterior motives, he has gotten used to people seeking refuge with him in trying times. like a mooring, or harbor. but it's clear that he's taken sougo's answer to heart, believing him unconditionally. ]
I know we came here used to some of the things that can happen, but it's still different this time too, isn't it?
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But you're right... We had an advantage coming in, but now that we've been here for a few months, the differences are becoming more apparent. I think I prefer it here, especially since the bond forged through Synchrony is so pleasant.
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Ah, yeah. Sorry that I brought it up! I understand...
Come to think of it, I haven't seen you with any changes here, have I? Your amethyst seems to suit you better, even so.
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Does it? Thank you for thinking so. Your sapphire also suits you perfectly, and I'm sure your traits are magnificent.
I, um... I usually get wings here.
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But I wouldn't take it back.
[ as ryuu does - he's not one to discount an experience just because it's difficult.
but more importantly: ]
Wings? Like an angel?
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[It's this effortlessly earnest side of Ryuu that really shines in their current situation, never wavering. Sougo may not be about to put that into words, but what he can do is send along an image of his aforementioned wings.
It's only a mirror selfie, back turned to obscure most of his body and face. But in addition to the beautiful white wings that match his hair perfectly, the visible skin of his arm and shoulder have a bit of a pearlescent sheen to them.]
They're incredibly beautiful, but it took me a while to learn to control them properly.
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Ah... Thank you very much. I didn't exactly mean to keep it to myself, but...
If you'd like, I can show them to you next time. We could even go out flying.
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But yours look wonderful. You even learned to fly with them? Was it difficult?
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If you don't mind me asking, what are your transformations like, Tsunashi-san?
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Um well lol
Do you know the look of mermaids and mermen?
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Nothing could suit you more. I'm sure you're breathtaking.
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Right, it's like that but not quite the same...
Instead of a fish it's more like, well
An octopus.
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That sounds amazing. I haven't tried swimming with wings, but I'd love to see you like that.
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I'm relieved to hear you think so! It's happened once or twice, but every time is difficult to explain...
Maybe next time, we should take a trip somewhere we can swim.
Being on land isn't that bad, but the water sure feels nicer when it comes to moving around.
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I would love to. I don't want to monopolize all of your time, but I can't think of much that sounds more pleasant.
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Don't think anything of it! I'm happy to spend time with you, Sougo-kun.
Let's pick a date, and I'll surprise you with dinner.
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My schedule is quite flexible, so whenever works best for you should be just fine. But at the same time, I'm looking forward to it so much that I'd admittedly rather it be sooner than later.
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My schedule isn't bad right now either, so the timing is really lucky!
Is tomorrow too soon?
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