[He says he can't compare their situations, but Konoha shakes her head a little bit into his shoulder, denying that her pain was in any way more important or deep than his. It's part of why she felt comfortable enough to let the smile fall around him in the first place. She knew... Ryuunosuke valued family like she did. Maybe it wasn't in the form of a spouse, a child, but he had his brothers... his father...
And his shirt starts to dampen despite her intent to be strong, fingers tightening in the back of his shirt, shoulders starting to shake beneath the comforting rub of his palm.]
I know he- I know he would, but...
[But it had seemed so simple, for two simple-minded people, to promise that as long as the heart was unchanging that all would be forgiven, that they would simply return to each others' side, confess, and reclaim... But if it's just her- ? Just her, praying that time was stopped so that her sister-in-law didn't have to try to and breastfeed her daughter, or Gonta had to hunt enough does to provide milk for her? Just her, hoping her daughter wasn't growing up without her, forgetting the face of the woman that had longed for her birth more than anything?
She buries her face tighter against his shoulder, accepting his comfort, the words she knows are true... But she can't give it up so easily, trying to find some sort of explanation to encapsulate the crushing sorrow she feels even though she knows... it's better Gonta wasn't here. He hated being around theis many humans, he was less flexible with the technology and magic than she was. It's better Komatsu wasn't here, who knew what could happen to them, but- She has to have some excuse to cry.]
But- What am I supposed to do with all this milk now... Everything aches...
[ though he's prone to flustering easily at mentions of the female body, it seems her worry is just homely enough to draw a quiet laugh out of him. not at her pain, but at the enormity of the situation being boiled down to such a simple thing. plus - it's not as though family matters occupy the same pieces of his mind that his (feigned) knowledge of carnality does. his own mother fed him and all his brothers the same way. bodies do just as they're meant to, and protest when they cannot. mindfully, the flats of his thumbs draw down the divots of her shoulder blades, attempting to press and soothe away some of the aches from that angle. ]
I'm not sure whether or not the gems would have any use for it!
[ the junction of his shoulder and neck are warm at having to think about it, lame or no. at least he's kept some of his sunny attitude about him, hapless smile radiating the same kind of heat. with a little lean forward, he really goes all in on enveloping konoha in a big, soothing hug. she may be one of the only people who has some height and weight on him, but he's no slouch when it comes to being broad!
his squeeze doesn't last overly long. it's more like punctuation for what he wants to say. ]
I know I can't replace your family, or ease your thoughts about your home. But I hope you can rely on me here, Konoha. Your true feelings are just as important.
[ whether it's laughter or the need to cry - they matter. ]
[Maybe it's silly, or simple, but... her shoulders shake and a helpless little laugh hiccups out between her tears once she hears his. She knows it was an awful excuse for her tears, she did... But she's grateful he accepts it, does her the favor of making a little joke that allows her to feel better, even though... okay, no, she wasn't lying, it really did ache not to nurse, and not just in her hearts, but.
The hug provides exactly what she needs to accompany his words. She knows he's right. There's nothing she can do about being separated from her family now except keep on surviving until she meets them again. And she has to- She has to get back, because... Mikuni had said, in Lunatia, that he'd come from a time past her memory, and he had seen her with two babes in arms and another on the way. She didn't want to believe in "other timelines" or "parallel universes", so that just meant... She had to get home. Eventually. Somehow.
And she would just... If this place ended up like Lunatia, she would just have to save her apologies for later instead of being able to seek her absolution each time. Easy.]
Ryuunosuke...
[Not easy, but. He did make it easier, and the gratitude she feels in that moment bleeds easily into his name as she squeezes back on him, more than willing to ignore the wince it might cause in that moment.]
You- You have to rely on me, too... Okay?
[She couldn't replace his family, either, and maybe he was lucky enough this time around to have the other members of his music group here, but... they had a different sort of bond, a shared experience in Lunatia that they had gone through, and... She knows she can be there if he needs it. She does, so-]
[ no matter how bad things get, sometimes it's the silly or the simple that reminds ryuu that they are present and alive, that the small things can have just as much of a voice and impact as the big. it's what gets him through the difficult times, what reminds him that even a broken heart is a miraculous thing when it keeps beating despite the pain. they'll one day return to their families, their friends and their homes, to carry on the important things they need to do. he has no doubt, and that conviction flows fast and strong in his manna, a bright undertow to the pacific calm of his surface. until then, he'll fight in his own way to protect moments like these that serve as a reminder of who they are.
tenn and gaku remind him of his willingness to move forward, but he takes that with him wherever he goes and gives freely to whoever might need it. he'll pull everyone who feels this way along with him, if he has to. the resonate depth of her hearts make him all the more aware. ]
It's less frightening for me too, like this. If I'm going to accept your smiles, I should be able to accept your tears too.
[ honesty is something he's always preferred, even if it wasn't pretty, even if it was never flawless. ]
So, I promise.
[ and human as he might be, he'd move heaven itself to keep it. ]
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And his shirt starts to dampen despite her intent to be strong, fingers tightening in the back of his shirt, shoulders starting to shake beneath the comforting rub of his palm.]
I know he- I know he would, but...
[But it had seemed so simple, for two simple-minded people, to promise that as long as the heart was unchanging that all would be forgiven, that they would simply return to each others' side, confess, and reclaim... But if it's just her- ? Just her, praying that time was stopped so that her sister-in-law didn't have to try to and breastfeed her daughter, or Gonta had to hunt enough does to provide milk for her? Just her, hoping her daughter wasn't growing up without her, forgetting the face of the woman that had longed for her birth more than anything?
She buries her face tighter against his shoulder, accepting his comfort, the words she knows are true... But she can't give it up so easily, trying to find some sort of explanation to encapsulate the crushing sorrow she feels even though she knows... it's better Gonta wasn't here. He hated being around theis many humans, he was less flexible with the technology and magic than she was. It's better Komatsu wasn't here, who knew what could happen to them, but- She has to have some excuse to cry.]
But- What am I supposed to do with all this milk now... Everything aches...
[... Even if it was a lame excuse.]
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I'm not sure whether or not the gems would have any use for it!
[ the junction of his shoulder and neck are warm at having to think about it, lame or no. at least he's kept some of his sunny attitude about him, hapless smile radiating the same kind of heat. with a little lean forward, he really goes all in on enveloping konoha in a big, soothing hug. she may be one of the only people who has some height and weight on him, but he's no slouch when it comes to being broad!
his squeeze doesn't last overly long. it's more like punctuation for what he wants to say. ]
I know I can't replace your family, or ease your thoughts about your home. But I hope you can rely on me here, Konoha. Your true feelings are just as important.
[ whether it's laughter or the need to cry - they matter. ]
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The hug provides exactly what she needs to accompany his words. She knows he's right. There's nothing she can do about being separated from her family now except keep on surviving until she meets them again. And she has to- She has to get back, because... Mikuni had said, in Lunatia, that he'd come from a time past her memory, and he had seen her with two babes in arms and another on the way. She didn't want to believe in "other timelines" or "parallel universes", so that just meant... She had to get home. Eventually. Somehow.
And she would just... If this place ended up like Lunatia, she would just have to save her apologies for later instead of being able to seek her absolution each time. Easy.]
Ryuunosuke...
[Not easy, but. He did make it easier, and the gratitude she feels in that moment bleeds easily into his name as she squeezes back on him, more than willing to ignore the wince it might cause in that moment.]
You- You have to rely on me, too... Okay?
[She couldn't replace his family, either, and maybe he was lucky enough this time around to have the other members of his music group here, but... they had a different sort of bond, a shared experience in Lunatia that they had gone through, and... She knows she can be there if he needs it. She does, so-]
Promise me.
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tenn and gaku remind him of his willingness to move forward, but he takes that with him wherever he goes and gives freely to whoever might need it. he'll pull everyone who feels this way along with him, if he has to. the resonate depth of her hearts make him all the more aware. ]
It's less frightening for me too, like this. If I'm going to accept your smiles, I should be able to accept your tears too.
[ honesty is something he's always preferred, even if it wasn't pretty, even if it was never flawless. ]
So, I promise.
[ and human as he might be, he'd move heaven itself to keep it. ]