[ and no one's here to scold him for being a goober and saying so! but what an offer - it catches his attention so much that he all but leaps at it, tail giving an excited whack against his seat in real time. ]
Can I really? I want to see if you'll do it! [ because? touchy gaku?? ] There's no way you can pet them that much though, because I feel like that too. I'll beg you not to stop, I bet.
[Honestly Gaku isn't stopping him from complimenting him right now, not when he feels so weird and doesn't really know what's up entirely. The triple moon was a blur and he hardly remembers the wolf bits. Did he even have them? He's not sure anymore. It was a feverish few days, after all.]
Either way, come on over. I'll pet you, I mean it, especially if you tell me not to stop. If you want to touch mine, I guess you can. They're kind of coarse. Yours look a lot softer.
[ though adaptable, this is still only his third go through at being a sanguis. his expression softens a bit. he's supposed to be the reliable one, the stable element, but the red moon is a tumultuous time, and he's glad he has gaku now. ]
I bet yours are still great. I can't wait to see them! Thinking about it actually puts me at ease. Is that weird?
[ he's keeping the line open even as he leaves his place. ]
[Gaku is having a hell of a time. But Ryuu will make it tolerable. He's honestly glad they're in the same boat; it means he'll have someone to complain to about it, and to find solutions with. Thank goodness, because triple moon indecency is Not Happening Again.]
It's actually nice that we're both doing it at once. We can get through it together that way. That, and like I said, it suits you. Something about you being fuzzy and soft hits home.
[ it's seriously like magic, ryuu thinks. how brave gaku makes him feel even when he's being teased. ]
Hey, besides the ears, I don't feel very fuzzy! Things feel like they're sharp, actually...I spent some time being a little afraid of feeling that way.
[ because it's ryuu, and feeling aggressive is so far outside how he usually is. ]
[He laughs lightly, even though Ryuu can't hear it. It's fond and low, warm. He feels comfortable even if, as Ryuu says, the situation itself is weird.]
It's the same for me. It's like I can hear everything and smell everything a dozen times more than usual. I don't think I like being like this, honestly. It's going to get me into trouble.
Come over here and we can both forget it. How's that?
Okay, let's promise to keep each other out of trouble then! I'm close by, so I'll see you soon!
[ it's funny, even if ryuu hadn't known where gaku lived, he thinks maybe he wouldn't need to - he can smell him. but it's not that frightening overdrive he experienced during cycles before, so it just leaves him eager to see him.
before long, he arrives on gaku's doorstep and announces himself with a knock.
[He waits eagerly on the couch, one foot tapping restlessly, tail occasionally twitching with annoyance. Ryuu's not here yet. He's not here. Where is he? But then there's a warmth that hits him, and he's sure, oddly, that he can smell Ryuu.
And once that happens, he springs up from the couch and waits by the door. Ryuu knocks, and he flings the door open immediately. Scanning the other man with eager eyes, eyes that don't match his animal qualities, Gaku takes it all in. They really are a good looking group, aren't they? Gaku thinks so. Especially Ryuu. Especially... right now?
[ oh! that was fast! and the sight of silvery ears is way better in person! ryuu's swivel straight up in surprise, that same warm brown as his hair, long tail giving a sway behind him. a smile follows, one that rises all the way up into his eyes, because they must be thinking the same thing - they're the best looking group. ryuu has no doubts.
with a soft laugh, he moves into the space. gaku's presence is so much that he knows he could just sink right into it without a second thought. his heart feels allayed, but also thrilled. ]
No, I'm okay right now. Thanks for inviting me... I need to make up for all the time where I couldn't see you everyday!
[ ryuu tried to not let himself think about it when he was on his own, but now that he has gaku next to him, the memories of the last two months seem short. ]
TRIGGER is here... [ he touches his fingertips to his chest with a smile. ] But seeing you really is better.
[ it goes a bit beyond just seeing him. it's like his presence is wrapping around him, the scent and warmth so thick ryuu can feel it. his tail gives a shivery flick at the closeness of gaku's hand to it, and he glances upwards to the top of his head. ah, no, he should let gaku do the honors first. ]
[He smiles, warm and really honestly feeling some weird mix of emotions he's not going to work through right now. They're here. Together. Again, for Gaku, but... it's better this time. And he'll be able to protect both of them, he's sure of it.
He draws his hand away from Ryuu's back and laughs lightly.]
You sure?
[Not that he's waiting for an answer before he buries his fingers in Ryuu's hair between the ears, then pets one with a long, firm stroke.]
[ it feels really nice, after all, the movement and pressure along new nerves. he likes having his hair touched anyway, but the ears really elevate the sensation. he just hasn't really trusted himself in this state to go and ask for someone to pet them...
unable to help it, he headbutts into gaku's palm, inviting another stroke along the fur. ]
[Well, invitation accepted! Gaku raises his other hand and begins to stroke over both of Ryuu's new ears. The guy's acting like such a dog, and it's too cute. Somehow it really is cute instead of weird... which in and of itself is weird, but Gaku is also Sanguis and really just likes sharing this moment with him because of that.]
[ usually his affectionate nature isn't met so kindly, so he's making a mile out of this inch he's been given. and that much is pretty indulgent, even for him, but now that he's here and being touched, it's like he can't get enough of it. his smile pulls warmly at his mouth at gaku's offer, at the heat of his blush. ]
Okay, here I go.
[ in contrast to gaku's blatant plop of his hand atop his head, ryuu actually goes for the fringe along the side of his face first, giving the moonlit strands a little rake before sliding his fingers up to scratch at the base of one of gaku's ears.
[Oh, the way Ryuu runs his hand through his hair first, then just hits a very nice spot on Gaku's wolf ear... The guy doesn't manage to suppress a shiver. It's a nice shiver, but maybe that feels a little too good.]
[ neither does ryuu, really. he just runs on instinct, though that aspect of him a little sharper now than it usually is. he laughs a little at the shiver, thumb sliding along the inside of that wolf ear, up towards the soft, cool tip. ]
Sorry, sorry! Did I get carried away?
[ he hasn't backed off, but he's too elated with the moment to not keep leaning into it. ]
[Gaku lets out a breathy laugh, reaching for Ryuu's ears again, now with both hands. He runs his thumbs over them somewhat firmly, then strokes them in a manner he thinks he would find satisfying if someone were doing it to him.]
It does, doesn't it? If I'd gotten used to Sanguis like this first...
[ maybe he wouldn't have feared it so much.
he's not really practicing restraint right now, he knows, pushing himself further into gaku's hands. but it's so hard to hold back when there's so much happening - he's missed him, the moon's red like the pulse thrumming just beneath his skin. his scent is incredible, like his warmth. there's so much about this moment and the other man he wants to grasp to and not let go of.
with a rub of his fingers over gaku's ear, his touch wanders down, brushing fondly over crown, shoulders, the length of his back, until ryuu reaches his waist. with a tilt forward, ryuu wraps his arms around him in a proper hug, thumbs brushing close to that tail of his. ]
[Gaku feared himself like this, honestly, how heightened all his senses were, how much he felt the need to bite and tear and... other things. But Ryuu was kind and soothing, so he felt a little less terrible like this.
He's pulled into the embrace, and he's warm and comfortable in it, easing his own arms fully around Ryuu and pulling him closer.]
Careful... with the tail. I'm kinda sensitive.
[As in, he's going to get a total and complete boner if you keep messing with the base of his tail, Ryuu, so tread lightly.]
Yeah. It's hard to get used to somewhere so new being touched right away. I've been through this a couple times, even. [ ryuu buries a laugh on him and it's a little shaken up in his chest, like it's fighting with his heartbeat. ] And it's still that way.
[ though he says so, ryuu doesn't pull away. ryuu is kind-hearted, but sanguis is possessive and territorial. because it's gaku, ryuu feels all the more drawn to him, he's sure. his fingers smooth downwards still, one hand braced on his lower back, the other moving into the fur of his tail. ]
But I still don't want to stop, you know...?
[ but he does pause, as if waiting to see what gaku wants. ]
[He is still standing here and Ryuu still has hands on him and now he's mirroring Ryuu's touches like a complete idiot because if they feel good for him, surely they'll feel good for Ryuu, too. That need to please him because he wants to keep him close is real, both at odds with and accompanying the need to outdo him, to maintain some kind of dominance. He shivers slightly as Ryuu laughs against his body, fingers tensing in the fluff at the base of Ryuu's tail.
He's breathless, and he hates it. But he loves the way this feels.]
Don't. Don't stop, Ryuu. It feels really good, after all... I kinda want to keep touching you, too.
I'd like to think so! [ he can keep that boyish air about him even when his grip is heated and strong against gaku's back. ] If you think it feels good, then I'm happy with that.
[ even if his moonblessing always makes him want more. in gaku's presence, the persistent idea of teeth and claws is more exciting than it is daunting. maybe he feels safer here? no, he's sure he feels that way.
there's a sort of rumble in his voice that's caressing across the surface of what's happening here, upsetting the tension in a pleasant way. there's deeper water here, if he were to really look into it, but he isn't. he's still got them pressed together at the hip, tail swaying into the touch, ears relaxed atop his head. ]
I haven't changed my mind, either. Touch as much as you want, Gaku.
[How Ryuu isn't going completely insane like Gaku fears he's about to is a mystery to the idol. He wants so badly to claw or bite or do anything more than this, but he's contenting himself with merely running increasingly frantic fingers through what he can reach of Ryuu's tail. He feels his own mind and body sinking into some depths, knows there's a breathiness to his tone that shouldn't be there, but he's still just trying to focus on touching Ryuu.
Touching Ryuu.
He's touching Ryuu. Not rudely or crudely, but not like they normally might. This is going beyond skinship or fanservice and he knows it, whether Ryuu is registering it or not. But damn him, that offer. Touch. As much as he wants.
One hand leaves the tail and travels back up to the back of Ryuu's head, and Gaku leans in, holding Ryuu gently by the hair, to inhale deeply. Everything has a smell when he's like this, a unique scent he can't really always place. Ryuu smells like salt air, though, the sea in his arms, and before he registers what he's doing he's already pressing his lips to the side of Ryuu's neck.]
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[He smiles ever so fondly at his phone... Ryuu's so... delightful.]
Yeah? Do you want to come over here? I'll pet them until you beg me to stop. It's kind of strange, but I'm really touchy with this moon stuff.
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[ and no one's here to scold him for being a goober and saying so! but what an offer - it catches his attention so much that he all but leaps at it, tail giving an excited whack against his seat in real time. ]
Can I really? I want to see if you'll do it! [ because? touchy gaku?? ] There's no way you can pet them that much though, because I feel like that too. I'll beg you not to stop, I bet.
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Either way, come on over. I'll pet you, I mean it, especially if you tell me not to stop. If you want to touch mine, I guess you can. They're kind of coarse. Yours look a lot softer.
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I bet yours are still great. I can't wait to see them!
Thinking about it actually puts me at ease. Is that weird?
[ he's keeping the line open even as he leaves his place. ]
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It's actually nice that we're both doing it at once. We can get through it together that way.
That, and like I said, it suits you. Something about you being fuzzy and soft hits home.
[A gentle tease.]
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Hey, besides the ears, I don't feel very fuzzy!
Things feel like they're sharp, actually...I spent some time being a little afraid of feeling that way.
[ because it's ryuu, and feeling aggressive is so far outside how he usually is. ]
Seeing you just made me forget about that.
[ because he trusts him. ]
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It's the same for me. It's like I can hear everything and smell everything a dozen times more than usual. I don't think I like being like this, honestly. It's going to get me into trouble.
Come over here and we can both forget it. How's that?
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I'm close by, so I'll see you soon!
[ it's funny, even if ryuu hadn't known where gaku lived, he thinks maybe he wouldn't need to - he can smell him. but it's not that frightening overdrive he experienced during cycles before, so it just leaves him eager to see him.
before long, he arrives on gaku's doorstep and announces himself with a knock.
here he is, in all his fuzzy glory! ]
Gaku?
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And once that happens, he springs up from the couch and waits by the door. Ryuu knocks, and he flings the door open immediately. Scanning the other man with eager eyes, eyes that don't match his animal qualities, Gaku takes it all in. They really are a good looking group, aren't they? Gaku thinks so. Especially Ryuu. Especially... right now?
Weird thought. Cool. Great.
He ushers him in.]
Hey. You want anything to drink?
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with a soft laugh, he moves into the space. gaku's presence is so much that he knows he could just sink right into it without a second thought. his heart feels allayed, but also thrilled. ]
No, I'm okay right now. Thanks for inviting me... I need to make up for all the time where I couldn't see you everyday!
[ boy, did he miss you. ]
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His hand rests on Ryuu's shoulder, then runs down to his lower back as Gaku closes the door.]
Yeah. [Fondly:] It's not the same when we're not together. We're just used to it now.
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TRIGGER is here... [ he touches his fingertips to his chest with a smile. ] But seeing you really is better.
[ it goes a bit beyond just seeing him. it's like his presence is wrapping around him, the scent and warmth so thick ryuu can feel it. his tail gives a shivery flick at the closeness of gaku's hand to it, and he glances upwards to the top of his head. ah, no, he should let gaku do the honors first. ]
Here you go.
[ he lowers his head. ]
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He draws his hand away from Ryuu's back and laughs lightly.]
You sure?
[Not that he's waiting for an answer before he buries his fingers in Ryuu's hair between the ears, then pets one with a long, firm stroke.]
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[ it feels really nice, after all, the movement and pressure along new nerves. he likes having his hair touched anyway, but the ears really elevate the sensation. he just hasn't really trusted himself in this state to go and ask for someone to pet them...
unable to help it, he headbutts into gaku's palm, inviting another stroke along the fur. ]
The insides are the fluffiest part.
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Yeah, they're super soft...
[His cheeks go a little pink.]
Try mine.
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Okay, here I go.
[ in contrast to gaku's blatant plop of his hand atop his head, ryuu actually goes for the fringe along the side of his face first, giving the moonlit strands a little rake before sliding his fingers up to scratch at the base of one of gaku's ears.
he's really beaming by now. ]
I thought so. They're amazing too.
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Careful... You're gonna set me off.
[He doesn't realize how that sounds.]
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Sorry, sorry! Did I get carried away?
[ he hasn't backed off, but he's too elated with the moment to not keep leaning into it. ]
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[Gaku lets out a breathy laugh, reaching for Ryuu's ears again, now with both hands. He runs his thumbs over them somewhat firmly, then strokes them in a manner he thinks he would find satisfying if someone were doing it to him.]
It's weird. It actually feels really good...
[Really good.]
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[ maybe he wouldn't have feared it so much.
he's not really practicing restraint right now, he knows, pushing himself further into gaku's hands. but it's so hard to hold back when there's so much happening - he's missed him, the moon's red like the pulse thrumming just beneath his skin. his scent is incredible, like his warmth. there's so much about this moment and the other man he wants to grasp to and not let go of.
with a rub of his fingers over gaku's ear, his touch wanders down, brushing fondly over crown, shoulders, the length of his back, until ryuu reaches his waist. with a tilt forward, ryuu wraps his arms around him in a proper hug, thumbs brushing close to that tail of his. ]
How's that?
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[Gaku feared himself like this, honestly, how heightened all his senses were, how much he felt the need to bite and tear and... other things. But Ryuu was kind and soothing, so he felt a little less terrible like this.
He's pulled into the embrace, and he's warm and comfortable in it, easing his own arms fully around Ryuu and pulling him closer.]
Careful... with the tail. I'm kinda sensitive.
[As in, he's going to get a total and complete boner if you keep messing with the base of his tail, Ryuu, so tread lightly.]
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[ though he says so, ryuu doesn't pull away. ryuu is kind-hearted, but sanguis is possessive and territorial. because it's gaku, ryuu feels all the more drawn to him, he's sure. his fingers smooth downwards still, one hand braced on his lower back, the other moving into the fur of his tail. ]
But I still don't want to stop, you know...?
[ but he does pause, as if waiting to see what gaku wants. ]
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[He is still standing here and Ryuu still has hands on him and now he's mirroring Ryuu's touches like a complete idiot because if they feel good for him, surely they'll feel good for Ryuu, too. That need to please him because he wants to keep him close is real, both at odds with and accompanying the need to outdo him, to maintain some kind of dominance. He shivers slightly as Ryuu laughs against his body, fingers tensing in the fluff at the base of Ryuu's tail.
He's breathless, and he hates it. But he loves the way this feels.]
Don't. Don't stop, Ryuu. It feels really good, after all... I kinda want to keep touching you, too.
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[ even if his moonblessing always makes him want more. in gaku's presence, the persistent idea of teeth and claws is more exciting than it is daunting. maybe he feels safer here? no, he's sure he feels that way.
there's a sort of rumble in his voice that's caressing across the surface of what's happening here, upsetting the tension in a pleasant way. there's deeper water here, if he were to really look into it, but he isn't. he's still got them pressed together at the hip, tail swaying into the touch, ears relaxed atop his head. ]
I haven't changed my mind, either. Touch as much as you want, Gaku.
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[How Ryuu isn't going completely insane like Gaku fears he's about to is a mystery to the idol. He wants so badly to claw or bite or do anything more than this, but he's contenting himself with merely running increasingly frantic fingers through what he can reach of Ryuu's tail. He feels his own mind and body sinking into some depths, knows there's a breathiness to his tone that shouldn't be there, but he's still just trying to focus on touching Ryuu.
Touching Ryuu.
He's touching Ryuu. Not rudely or crudely, but not like they normally might. This is going beyond skinship or fanservice and he knows it, whether Ryuu is registering it or not. But damn him, that offer. Touch. As much as he wants.
One hand leaves the tail and travels back up to the back of Ryuu's head, and Gaku leans in, holding Ryuu gently by the hair, to inhale deeply. Everything has a smell when he's like this, a unique scent he can't really always place. Ryuu smells like salt air, though, the sea in his arms, and before he registers what he's doing he's already pressing his lips to the side of Ryuu's neck.]
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